Being in a new relationship is scary. I keep worrying that I’ll do something wrong or mess it up some how. I guess I’ve never had to worry before but the thought of this going away scares me.
I know if this wasn’t meant to be it wouldn’t and I shouldn’t be worrying he wouldn’t be with me if he didn’t want to be. I just freak myself out over nothing. Lately it’s been getting to me far more than I’d like being in something so new and exciting is so different to what I’m used to.
I’m just babbling now because I need to get it out.
It’s 2am and I can’t sleep. I’m not sure why? I haven’t been tired in days and it’s really starting to bother me.